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October 31, 2004 08:37 AM

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Vote Jerry/Edwards on Thursday.





October 27, 2004 09:27 PM

What am I doing?

So, I'm working in New Mexico. At election day, I'll have been here for about three weeks, and have driven well over 3,000 miles throughout the state (some with elly). I'm volunteering with a group similar to the Election Protection Program also link, whose aims are to ensure a fair and unbiased election and reporting process. It turns out that my Aunt Donna in Nevada (whom I really respect), and my age-old-pal Anurima in New York are both working on the same thing!

My group is called "Voter Protection," and is an arm of the Democratic Party on New Mexico. I've been visiting voting machine certifications in about a dozen counties all over the state. What actually happens is that I show up in some random county in the middle of the night and crash at the nearest Holiday Inn (yes, I've tried many hotel chains, and these seem the most reliable here in New Mexico, but YMMV). The next morning, I seek out the County Clerk's office (some are really pretty like this), meet some nice person (usually an older woman), and go to the attic/jail/basement/warehouse to view their voting machines. I then stand around, or help out as the county clerk's employees install paper ballots, test out all of the lights, push the buttons, cast their votes, then compare a thermal tape print out with their expected vote tallies. If all goes well (eg: there are the right number of recorded votes on the print out), they seal the machine with tamper-proof seals, record the seal numbers, and we move on to the next one. It's really a pretty tedious process, but one that I really do feel is important to the overall Political Process to make sure that everything is above-board.

I said I wanted to come here to work without ego, to do whatever I could to help, that I would be an indian among many chiefs. Since I've gotten off the road, I have held true to that: doing such exciting work as emptying the trash, building tables out of found wood and boxes of envelopes, shredding dcouments, buying things at Office Max, and doing silly little things that have to get done by someone! I'll do it!





October 27, 2004 08:04 PM

Kerry rally

Last night, after getting a Teamsters' tee shirt, I went to a big John Kerry rally here in Albuquerque. He was late, and delivered the standard stump speech, but it was still fun to be there with all the supporters and nice people. I ate a bannana.



Lots of cheering supporters, with a cheesy rock band!



This is the blurriest picture I've ever taken. Kerry is there in the red tie, to the left of the Navajo Code Talker in the red jacket that blessed the Red Sox.





October 27, 2004 06:02 PM

poor grandpa

My automobile dealership-owning-union-hating Grandfather would roll over in his grave. I sure liked it though!





October 23, 2004 06:46 PM

fun driving with le

I had some nice company for a few days of driving out here in New Mexico. elly flew out from San Francisco to drive around big New Mexico, and help out on the Kerry campaign. We saw many things! Here are some of them!



When elly flew into Albuquerque, I was very happy, and we drove up to Santa Fe to stay at a cute nice hotel. The start of our driving together was fun too!



This is currently my desktop image. elly & I drove across that massive valley below, and went to Sky City, the plateau in the distance. It was creepy when we got there, though.



On the way back, we drove offroad to this nice peaceful lake.



A few days later, elly & I had a really weird night in Truth or Consequences, NM. Then we went to the simple and basic solution, which made everything better. She read a nice book to me while I was in the bath, and it was the sweetest thing. I love so much being read to, and elly seems to love that. I am quite happy about that. In the morning, I woke up so early that I saw much of the sun rise. It was nice.



Behold, the sky, pregnant with rain.



elly took lots of pictures that you should look at, but I think that one best embodies the awe that we held at the VLA.





October 17, 2004 12:09 PM

Back in Albuquerque

I made it back here from Santa Fe and parts north last night. It's nice here in this house with the parents that every liberal kid wished they had (lawyer dad represented Wen Ho Lee, and is now representing the Holy Land Foundation), big open spaces and a nice dog.

I've driven a really lot this week, and even daily morning yoga hasn't quite been enough to keep my body sane. I'm trying, but I'm *tired*. I drove to a movie theater last night, got there, parked my car, and then walked all the way to the box office before realizing (thanks Alicia!) that I was too exhausted to sit through a movie. I'm doing laundry now, and sitting in Walker's room (the son) listening to about the most diverse playlist I've ever heard. Jazz & classical are all that I haven't heard so far.

I am trying hard not to get caught up in planning my future, and looping around on myself too much, and the busy-ness of verifying election machines is helping with that. I just want everything to be ok. I'm tired of fighting. I just want to cuddle in bed and give love. I'm not needy today.


I should spend more time brain dumping about the work that i'm doing, but food summons, so here's pictures of the machines that I've been working on:



The AVC Advantage



The Shouptronic/ELECTronic 1242





October 13, 2004 11:22 PM

1,000 miles in 48 hours

Wow. I've been here just barely 48 hours and crossed the state twice, driving a thousand miles. I am fucking ehausted. It is less than 40 degrees out, and my car was pelted in a hail storm today. I will not be deterred!

I am working in New Mexico on the Voter Protection Program, helping to ensure a fair election in this swing state.

Tonight, as I drove the 365 miles from Gallup, NM (yes, the one in the song "Route 66"), to Raton, NM, I listened to the final Kerry / Bush Debate on the radio. It was old-tymey, radio style :)

Fuck, I want to tell you about all the crazy people (cowboy election officials, nice dreadlocked hippies, artisan coffeeshop-Outfoxed-showing-ladies), and all the great things (mountains, skies, driving, life in general), but I am too damned tired. Life is good, work is fulfilling, and here are some beautiful pictures. more here, and even more here.




Hi!




Good night!






October 11, 2004 04:25 PM

New Mexico Arrival

Hi!

I got to Albuquerque today, on very little sleep, ran around, found a nice Wild Oats market right near my host's house, which is very nice. Met the wife part of my hosts, and promptly drove off to the DNC party HQ.

Met my connection there (that sounds nefarious, doesn't it?), and the other two in our party, and the four of us ran off to look at the Bernalillo County voting machines!

Next step, I go back to the host house, get my stuff back, and then drive 5 hours to Silver City to verify all 33 of their machines tomorrow.

I'm going to stay here! hhehehe :)





October 10, 2004 06:35 PM

more burningman

elly did an amazing job of scanning in all of our Polaroids from Burningman. Please Go look.

amazing playa sunset






October 08, 2004 11:36 PM

good day

Maybe it's the planning to leave, maybe it's just the air. Who knows. Here is a brief summary of nice things that happended today, in chronological list form, as I prefer:

  • Successfull geeking on my new machine
  • Lunch outside with elly in Dolores Park, watching the Blue Angels fly over the city
  • Planning for the New Mexico trip, buying a plane ticket!
  • a new Yoga class that kicked my ass and made me feel good.
  • Riding around with Toshok in the Presidio, remembering driving the Lincoln through the Eucaclyptus & Monterey Pine Trees
  • nice hot tubs outside in the San Francisco air of night
  • Yummy dinner at Eric's way down on Church street, after forgetting that it even existed (Chinese place right down the street from Greg & my old home)
  • Nighttime walks
  • Watching the debate just a few hours late on http://nytimes.com, which is great since we don't have a TV




October 08, 2004 01:55 PM

something that matters

So, for a long time I've felt compelled to do something that matters, and given the timing, the election always seemed like the right thing to be involved with. I put out feelers, set emails to campaign headquarters and did other various non-specific things. Since I have a house in a swing state, I felt like Michigan was where I was supposed to be. That didn't really work out, and it seemed like it might be really depressing to be there all alone, so I scrapped that plan.

I have a childhood friend who worked in politics for a whole bunch of years, so I hit him up for ideas & help. He's put me in touch with the New Mexico campaign (swing state) and a neat group called the Voter Protection Project. So, I'm going to go get on a plane to Albuquerque in a few days and go drive around the state, certifying voting machines.

WHEE!





October 03, 2004 06:51 PM

updates

(Why does it always seem like I'm announcing updates, rather than just doing it?)

Lately, I've been pretty fucking depressed. I've had a hard time noticing or acknowledging it, because everything is relative, but it's really there. I'm sleeping lots, waking up aimless, and generally fucking off. Granted, fucking off is what I hoped to do during this, my Time Of Unemployment, but I didn't think it would feel quite this way.

I've discovered that I need something to occupy my mind and my time. Countless little Unix tasks are fun, but not enough, and anyway, they're even more fun when they serve as a counterpoint rather than being the focus. Likewise, social interactions with friends used to be contrapuntal excursions and fun, but now they seem more like obligations. That sucks. My friends and time with them is something that I truly value, and I don't want to take it for granted.

I've tried to wrap myself into a political cause, and we'll see how that turns out, but for now it's not quite doing it for me yet. I don't know what I need to do to motivate, or what the issue is, but I think it was best described when elly talked to me about how I'm trying to find a cause, a reason, something to change the world right now rather than letting it happen organically, through a lifetime of actions. Ages ago, my cousin Fran was trying to help me determine what I wanted in my second job, and she described that there are people that work on the big picture, and people that actually implement and get it all done. I need to understand how that really applies to me. I spend my life implementing (hell, I'm a sysadmin, right?), but I idealize the planners, the idea-people so much that I think I'm trying to be them right now.

w.r.t the campaign, I've stated that my hope & intent is to implement, to make one vote happen, to do the littlest of things, but my mind so often wanders to such broader topics, and such grander goals. I need a Project Manager for my life, I think.


The weekend started out so nicely, with perfect roses, a suprise anniversary trip up to the North Bay, tasty foods, nice beach walks, and times in the hot springs all alone, in the middle of the night. Pics here. Sleep deprivation the next day made the Love Parade a fun adventure. It was like Burning Man in the city! Yay, nice dancing people!

Today I was able to get perspective on some things. After a sensible decision to reduce pointless errands (tee hee), I did a quick bike tune up and rode all the way across the city to join elly, xep & eric for roller staking in Golden Gate Park. The ride (god, that slowly leaking flat tire is KILLING me) was arduous and cold, but rewarding when I found nice young ladies skating. My skates turned out to be nothing more than an anchor, but I'm glad I trekked over there. We say the Bluegrass festival, and I ate corn on the cob, my favorite.

Basically, I just need to get the fuck out of the goddamned house and do something. :)


I have a whole bunch of other thoughts on SF being hard for me because of memories, pals having moved away, and not driving, but those are for another time. A warm burrito awaits!

bye for now!