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WHO? Oliver. oof San Francisco again, Brooklyn before, Atlanta & Chicago wayback. RECENT: Mendocino The magical hour Something midwestern My Two Front Teeth oh yeah album titles Hello Summertime wow, i was tired Lists WRBC 2008 TRAVELS: Biodiesel trip across America (January, 2005) Paris (April, 2005) Election work in NM (November, 2004) ARCHIVES: July 2008 June 2008 May 2008 April 2008 March 2008 February 2008 January 2008 December 2007 November 2007 October 2007 September 2007 August 2007 July 2007 May 2007 March 2007 February 2007 January 2007 December 2006 November 2006 October 2006 August 2006 July 2006 June 2006 May 2006 April 2006 March 2006 February 2006 January 2006 December 2005 November 2005 October 2005 September 2005 August 2005 July 2005 June 2005 May 2005 April 2005 March 2005 February 2005 January 2005 December 2004 November 2004 October 2004 September 2004 August 2004 July 2004 June 2004 May 2004 April 2004 March 2004 February 2004 January 2004 December 2003 November 2003 October 2003 August 2003 June 2003 LINKS TO PALS: elly Toshok Pete Tuggy Workstatus Nathan Express Train SEARCH: RSS: Get your RSS feed here |
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uppers and downersa rare day of impending doom. I'm not the naysayer (except for in the real estate market) typically, but I feel this sense hanging over me. This feeling that all the good times must come crashing down. San Francisco has really been putting out. There's been sunlight, and real true hot summer weather. There have been wonderful glorious nighttime drives along the ocean, with elly reading to me. There have been housewarming parties for people settling in, and going away parties for new friends going away. There have been injuries physical and otherwise, all with recoveries. I've ridden my bike, smelled fresh air, and seen the park. It feels like San Francisco, and our community has finally recovered from the last few years of bad news, and things have been looking up. I don't want to rain on anyone's parade; I love how much everyone has been going out, and how many wonderful people have become a part of my daily life at Ritual. I love that I've gotten to know new people and really make some relationships much stronger. I'm just worried. I don't want to go to Burningman. How weird. I'm not depressed, I'm just kind of over it today. I feel slow, and that all sounds fast. I just want to be at home with my love, running errands, taking unnecessary road trips, and cuddling yoko. It is even sunny outside, and normally this feeling just comes with the fog. Maybe it's all just chemical. Over the weekend, I had twice the coffee and half the sleep that I normally would get, and maybe I'm just crashing from that. Maybe I should just go away for a few weeks to understand how great things are here? Maybe I need distance to appreciate things. |
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