really, i'm going home now
I had this vision in dream last night. I was eating a massive, rare, bloody, red steak. I liked it. It didn't make me sick. I woke up with a start. sweating.
head is fuzzy today. sky is clear, but what are my intentions? Can I follow through, or will I lose my nerve, and sit in my own complacency? Is this San Jose all over again? The feelings are starting to be the same.
also: are all these ideas my own, or am I just absorbing those of the people around me? What do I really want in life? hmm?
